Friday, July 20, 2007

.....been feeling veri restless tis few days.. tis is the first time i like tis,i notice.. also dunno y like tis.. now i finally understand smth, to love someone is easy.. but to forget someone is kind of impossible thing.. only get brainwash or get annesia then can forget.. mayb i was being a fool all along?? or.. yuan lai zhe cai shi zhen de ni.. mayb i wil never ever forget her.. or perhaps the feeling for her wil never dissappear or get rid off..mayb all the things tats i been trying to do was like a fool doing foolish things.. really need a shoulder to rely on, cause i don think i can take it anymore.. all tis heart pain n dreams bout her,is making me crazy.. til now i manage to nt drop tears for her, but don think can manage it any longer.. really feel like crying out loud.. n find someone who can lend me a shoulder.... (all the above is a story for my new story post haha, tis is almost ending lol)